Friday, June 17, 2016

Dejection - How it feels

You have scattered my love, my faith, my pride, my smile, my confidence, my every reason to be happy... Now it's difficult to collect it... U have made me lonely in this crowd... U have made me realize that I lost this rat race... U have made me understand I lost the battle of giving fake smiles in midst of the most unsuccessful days...

Will I be ever able to live as myself again? Will I be ever happy again? Will I be ever a happy mother cheering up a happy child again? Will I be myself ever again?

But u can't take away my breadth.. That's a gift from God and it would stay till it has been destined... Every breath I take would remind me of the times spent together.. Every laughter, every tear, would remind me of the togetherness once we shared...  Coz,  if it was not for this togetherness I would have not lived many experiences which I would carry in my heart forever...

Can't live with or without you....